Movies ????

A good friend of mine made me realize that he is in love... its been a while and it still has value to him. Im not sure why Im using him as a reference point. I guess I want to be in love. Ive had it before, it would stay, and kind of sink. Then I'd be left wondering of what it was to begin with. I guess I defined my life by moments when I loved... which would mean that I only lived twice. I am lost once again, and left wanting.