What the ...

Lately Ive been left wondering... and wanting to just yell "what the hell" to just about everything Ive been doing, and wanting to do. Seriously... Im taking a billion steps, to a billion freakin directions, and Im literally not moving anywhere. Spring break is next week, and I dont want to go home. I tried doing this analytical decision making process with numbers, and half way through I just quit. Cos my problem doesnt have an exit option... its too late for an appropriate exit option. All Im left to do is just jump out of my boat and hope I know how to swim. Everyone I know has moved on, while Im stuck in the past. I have to get my drive back, and Ive gotta find my wall back. Fucken Save me.