throw me a DONUT

ok well what do you do when you keep fuckin up??? I know its completely my fault, and I have no drive left in me to bounce back up. I know I dont want to be here, and the only thing that can keep me going has manifested itself into a possibilty for addiction. Ive got a few more weeks to bounce back, and I have to go hard or go home... I want a donut, some one throw me a donut. I need help.

Just got back from the rec center, and Im tired. But I know I cant sleep, cos I shouldnt.Plus Ive got 107 tutoring at 11. That'll be great. This weekend is gonna be for studyin, and yeah... I got a hair cut earlier. Im not sure how it looks, but then again Im never happy with my hair. Dad called today, and I felt guilty for oversleeping, so I didnt answer.So Im jammin to "112 - what if" interesting song. The melody of the song will make you think of the song as sex music (most r&b songs are sex music)but then again u listen to the lyrics, the dude is talkin about what if he didnt cheat on his chick and so on. Its funny, cos like why cheat if you'll regret it later??? Anyway, I rented a few movies that Im busy burning right now. Im probably not going to watch them till spring break, but then again Im not sure what I'll do about anything... anyways.