SLEEP ...

Im tired, but I just cant fall asleep in my living room. I know that if I sleep in my bed, Im just not going to wake up on time. Ive missed my morning workouts this whole week, and its just throwing my days off balance.
I talk and think about her alot. I know I shouldnt. A friend of mine gave me 4 more months, and she said that'll I completely get past her. Im not sure I want that... but then again I cant deal with this. I sleep in my living room, because I just cant sleep on my bed. The living room is hard enough as is, it just keeps reminding me of the day I burnt my hand.I walked in, so embarassed, not sure of what to say to her, but she took care of everything. Im gonna try to fall asleep, the only way I know how... sleep aids

how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
water's getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I'd see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and everything will be alright

I know you didn't
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright

and I will walk on water
you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
everything's alright