NOT A SONG (first poem of 2006)

Now this is not a song
Im not sure of whats going on
I just want you to know
Im trying very hard to let you go

Its hard, it turns me to the bottle
Screams never escape the throttle
I wonder how happy you are
cos Ive been misearble so far

I cant get past the love that left
Can hardly count the nights I slept
Wishing and wanting all that was you
Your imprints wont wash away with the new

I have learned to accept where you are
Because I know that you are my northern star
I know, you wont catch me if I fall
But I'll walk on water, as if u were my wonderwall

I still love you, as I loved u then
It wont change no matter where we've been
I am not sure whether I'll kiss your lips again
But the scar you left on me still remains.