O WELL

Well, I tried... I spoke to my friend again, and I asked her to just be friendly (she gets worked up too easily). Either way, I spoke to her for a bit. Im hyper, so I did most of the talking. She's still pretty hostile. Weirded me out, cos Im just tryin to be civil with her. Sure I have a tendency towards KNOW-IT-ALL-ism, and I cant help it. I mean she got worked up over how her clothes dont fit,so I was just tellin her that its a club party and it wont matter how her dress fits, which somehow pissed her off, and she got off the phone. I didnt want her to go, cos I actually want to know how she is doing, without being completely formal. I dont see her in any manner other than a friend, cos I realize that M is going to be in my heart and mind, and I cant do anything about it. Why play games with myself? I liked her cos she reminded me of someone else, but u can only fool yourself for so long.
Anyway, Im contemplating eating that chicken, and gettin my lab done and then getting a shut eye.